The End (In The Depths of Solitude)
I exist in the depths of solitude
I’m feeling like the man on the moon; no marian
And I can’t ease my soul
I’m on the side like parking
Because I can’t pay the toll
I’m walking
Through a time space
Scrambled is my mind state
I’m searching for a state to keep my mind in place.
I’m wanting…
No yearning
For a life that’s not my own
For my own I don’t throne even though it is a blessing.
Each day it’s being tested
So in the end I leave you short
I need sleep
I’m restless.
So I hope you can accept this.
And since this is how I feel…
I really hope you can respect it.
I sit on the moon in the mist of solitude
But there’s really two here,
I call it inside outside.
But I keep most on the inside
So you probably only know me on the outside.
I’m on the inside peering down from a telescope…
It’s like two minds in one soul.
I sometimes sit back in awe of the opportunities
And never accept simplicity
And in the end I’m just memories…
